January 2011
31 posts
Ugggggggggggggh
I can’t do this shit anymore…sigh
Why do I even try.
I’m an idiot. ugh
Just one of those days.
Fucking Tuesdays
Shits feel mad lame that I can’t go to practice. Shit sucks that I can’t dance all week until the weekend.
Theres like no break for me just straight school for every weekday.
Ballsacks this is going to be a long semester
Get me out of here.
I've never felt this combination of heartache
and indigestion before.
Picked a bad day to be sick
Unexpected Compliments
Today I got a completely random compliment from somebody. It made me feel really appreciated lol. It’s wierd
But I feel like I don’t deserve it at the same time. Because I feel that it’s for a reason that doesn’t deserve credit. Because sometimes all it really is, is a front.
If there's one thing I hate its probably
The word “retarded”. Shit pisses me off.
Let me start off by laying out something that happened today.
I was at the mall today and saw a little boy in a wheelchair. For some reason everytime I see a handicapped child in public I cheer. His mother was shopping while he was just sitting in his chair rolling around. The worker at the store we were at (I forget the name) was conversing...
A Continuation
Since I’m awake, have given up on even attempting to try to actually make it to class tomorrow morning I might as well rant some more.
Well where was I? Right, having a passion, dancing, blah, etc.
Lately I’ve been thinking to myself a lot. Much about life and shit, how every day goes by that we’ll never get back. Every action we make, every word I’m typing write now, I...
I am so many kinds of unprepared for school.
On so many levels its kind of retarded.
Step one would be fixing my sleep lol
Having a Passion.
I figured I’d start using this piece of crap a lot more. Since one I haven’t really been able to sleep, and two I have a lot of things to vent and talk about. Where else to go to but fucking tumbleezy.
But anyways….
Passion. What the fuck is it? To me its just being able to put your heart and soul into something.
Yesterday (Tuesday for the sake of I don’t count it as the...
Sleep.
I really need it
Scared of the future.
Ever just wake up and realize
What the fuck. Whys this happening.
Gonna be a good day…..
"ugh, i didn't make it onto fyeahfilipinocuties."
ianurbina:
if you’re gonna let some 16 year old girl [or anyone for that matter] tell you whether or not you look good, then i don’t even know what to say.
I HAVE DREAMS TOO IAN
Its weirding watching old videos of yourself lol.
Goes to show how much youve grown
Sometimes it's hard to follow your own advice.
Well boom
My week got worse. I’m not surprised bad shit happens anymore
Now all that needs to happen is my car to explode
Blasting the music.
Best escape.
When youre fuckinnnnnnnnnn uppppppppppppppppp
There goes a stage of my life.
Its all just a fucking phase.
O life.
Dad...
I’m sorry…I’m sorry for a lot
I promise things will get better
Good start to the new year
Just fucking kidding
I don't think I'll ever fully understand you
Nvm I lied
Idk whats wrong with me.
…o wait yes i do. and the fact that I do bothers me even more
BLARGEDY FUCK SHIT
ok im done for tonight…i guess ill attempt to sleep now
I don't know how to describe this anymore.
One day everything seems okay.
Than another day it’ll seem great.
Than it’ll be terrible.
Than it’ll like stop.
Than the shit just repeats in an unorganized manner.
I just want some consistency of some sort. Fuck I don’t know whats wrong with me, its fucking scary. Sigh.
Yo I just straight up want to be out of here.
I can’t fucking sleep
I don' fuckd up
shit